I Was Chosen Because I Was A Size 2

Now my goal is to reach a decent size again, but for a completely different reason

It's Ericajean
5 min readMay 18, 2024

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It was 2006. Junior college. I was slim, petite, had on a spackle of makeup, and had just sat down in the library to rest a bit before waiting for the next bus to take me home. It had been a long evening, and after finishing my last class, I was not in the mood for conversation. Yet, a young, peanut butter-skinned man I vaguely knew sat next to me and began to talk. So I closed my fiction novel.

“You don’t talk much, huh?” he asked me.

“I do with close friends. In fact, the ones you met in the common area are who I talk with.”

“I know who one of them is. She’s trying to get me to date her sister.”

Slowly, it dawned on me who the young man was. I remembered one of my friends, an older woman, saying she was trying to get her family member a date for the prom with him.

“Ohh, ok. Sheena? Her sister?”

He leaned back casually, but his eyes were still on me, roving over me like a hungry wolf.

“Her sister will never be my type.”

I felt my heart drop. Oh no.

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It's Ericajean

Essayist and poet | Author of Rumors of Ouroboros . Learn more about Erica at https://linktr.ee/itsericajean/